who never change their ways and have no fear of God.
--Psalm 55:17-19
I'm at a loss for words right now. I can't even begin to describe the way I feel because I have so many emotions inside. Regardless, I know the Lord understands the way I feel and He will help me through these times.
I am so happy to have Roscoe, my car, back! I felt like a celebrity yesterday at the dealership because everyone knew who I was. I literally spoke with EVERYBODY through this whole wreck process. Although, it has and still is a pain in my ass, everyone has been super nice and helpful! I am very pleased with the repairs, even if it was pricey! Overall, the total cost of the repairs was $5, 480.81, which I paid $500 (my deductible). The rental however, was $706.59, which I had to pay all of. Supposedly I will receive some money back from paying my deductible, as well as some for the rental. I am thankful that I had the money, but I am distressed that it cost so much and left us with very little in the bank. I have to remind myself that it is just money and can be replaced AND that the Lord will take care of us and provide the things that we need.
I know that I'm really unhappy at my job. The moral at the Center is very low--no one looks forward to coming to work and once you get there, you have to deal with all kinds of bs. On top of that, I have a horrible class that isn't the smartest. Mainly, I'm just frustrated. I said I didn't want to teach Pre-K again, but I couldn't find anything else that would pay our bills, so I had to. I still continue to work there because I know it provides for us, but I want to do something else. I'm not even sure what I want to do anymore...I do love teaching, but I've had such crappy experiences that it takes away from the joy. Plus, I'm just at a loss for making these kids understand the value of respect, among other things. On the flip side, I am thankful to have a job, even if it isn't what I want to do.
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